ドロドロの過去への扉を開こう。

 
こんにちは!
お喜楽道です^^
 
 
 
昨日に引き続き、
 
今日も日中は日向ぼっこしながら
 
寝室の目の前の桜を見てたら、、、
 
 
はい、いつの間にか寝てましたww
 
 
ただいま、
 
19時半でございます。
 
 
 
なんか、
 
ベッドとお風呂の往復しかしてないので
 
身体にガタが来てて、
 
疲れやすくなってるのかな〜〜と。
 
 
 
家の中でできる運動を真剣に考える必要があるかも?笑
 
 
 
もしくは、
 
ただの心身の調整か?w
 
 
 
寝てる時って、
 
魂が向こうの世界に帰ってるって言いますしね。
 
 
 
 
さてさて、本題です。
 
 
今日は、というか明け方、
 
お風呂で
 
WANDS→Kiroro→UVERworldを聞いてる時、
 
思ったんです。
 
 
 
なんで、1990年代の歌が好きなんだろうって。
 
 
どうして、
 
90年代ばかりを未だに聞いてて、
 
2000年代の曲を聞かないんだろう。
 
 
2010年代は、大学と仕事で
全然聞いてなかったけど・・
 
 
2000年代は、
 
音楽に、本格的に目覚め始めた時期でもあるし、
いっぱい聞いてたはずなのになぁって。
 
 
自分にとって、
 
2000年は、小学4年生
 
2010年は、大学1年生
 
 
もしかして、
 
この10年間って、
 
自分にとって思い出したくない過去なのかな〜〜って。
 
 
前までは、
 
Being系の歌詞が心に刺さるから
90年代が好きだと思ってました。
 
 
でも、
 
2000年代も心に刺さるもの
多かったよなぁって。
 
 
 
そんなことを思ってたら、
 
夢の中で、
 
メンバーはわからないけど
羽田か成田に向かう修学旅行中のバス
 
 
クラスで箱根温泉に行く予定なのに、
時間がわからず、家であたふたする
 
 
という夢を見ました。
 
 
 
この夢が何を表してるのか、
 
今はまだ、わかりません。
 
(過去の記憶ではありません。)
 
 
でも、
 
起きてすぐに、
 
高校生の頃、修学旅行で行った
 
イギリスのホテルの部屋が浮かびました。
 
 
ビック・ベンの近くのホテルで。
 
 
ん〜〜〜
 
なんとなく、
 
ここから
 
封印されし小4〜大学1年生までの
 
ドロドロの過去と向き合って
 
次のステージに行くのかも??
 
 
そんなことを思っています。
 
 
 
うん、
 
腰が痛み出しましたw
 
 
肝臓にたまった感情が反応し始めたので
 
どうやら正解っぽいですw
 
 
 
2019年中、
 
かなりの思い込みを手放して来ました。
 
 
でも、それは、
 
小4、小5までのものが多かった。
 
 
 
ここから禁断の扉に手をかけ、
 
青春時代の解釈を紐解いて行くのかもしれません。
 
 
 
ちなみに、
 
2000年代は2002年に出会ってから
 
L’Arc〜en〜Cielにハマってました。
 
 
今思えば、
 
この頃、言いたかった「本音」を
歌詞にしてくれてたHYDEさんに憧れてたのかも。
 
 
前までは、
 
Being系と言っても
 
ZARD、DEENでした。
 
 
今は、
 
WANDS。
 
 
L’Arc〜en〜Cielまではいかずとも
 
ハードロックが聞きたい。
 
 
そんな時期なのかな。
 
 
 
ハードロックの歌詞に
 
今の本音が隠れてるのかもしれません。
 
 
 
ちなみに、
 
私が、反応する曲や歌の中には、
 
必ず、「夢」が入ってるんですよね。
 
 
あなたの好きな歌には、
 
どんな共通点がありますか??
 
 
それ、
 
あなたの「本音」かもしれません笑
 
 
心の叫びを聞いてあげて下さいね〜〜
 
 
本日もあなたの人生が軽やかでお喜楽なものになることを
心から応援しています^^
 
 
 
 
 
 

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